11.28.17

If I can’t admit it to you
Then who can I tell it to?
Probably a stranger I bet
Or a girl I had just met.
Someone who doesnt know
Who I think I want to be,
Someone who doesnt know
A damn thing about me.
Because I’m too ashamed to admit
That I’m not exactly great.
I’m not a great mate
Or a heart without hate.
But I’ll tell it right now
That I’m not really sure,
How I made it this far
With a soul so impure.
I’ve got the best intentions
And good first impressions,
But I doubt myself so much
That it’s myself I cant trust.
So it’s just kind of sad
How much I could have had,
If I had just loved myself
And kept contempt on the shelf.

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Love and Hate (05.22.06)

I’m afraid to breathe
With the air so infected with jealousy

Love and hate

Hate is my best friend
While love is my worst enemy

It makes too much sense
For me to comprehend

I want to take this so much further
Than under covers on your bed
And maybe a little further
Than just pictures in your head

Can I be your lucky number?
Can I be the pillow on which you sleep?
Love and hate
I hate and I love

And to be brutally honest,
I love more than hate

Because all of a sudden,
It’s all about you darling,
It’s all about you.